I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All i know is that it feels like forever
When noone ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head - stoned sour
Today I spent the whole day in bed..lost in my thoughts - like usual - but I came to realize how sad I was. How even though I like being alone and independent..sometimes it is very lonely. & sometimes i wish that i could be someone special, to somebody else. How can it be that i am the only one left.. who hasn't found love at one point or another? I don't get it; it happens to those who don't even believe in it.. but what about those who do and yet have never had it? Also, how can you miss something that you never had? That was never yours?
"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun." — Chris McCandless
Anyways i came to see that i needed to cheer myself up; get back to my optimistic self. So i poured a glass of wine and wrote down my life goals:
1. Join Big Brother, Big Sister
2. Learn another language
3. Go to Scotland
4. Take a literature course
5. Take a psychology course
6. Fall in love *****
7. Write a book
8. Try horse back riding again
9. Travel & live in Europe for a year
10. Go sky diving
11. Ride in a hot air balloon
12. Volunteer in Africa
13. Learn how to surf
14. Live on a farm for a few months
15. Go to Egypt, ride a camel, visit a pyramid
16. Never live the same day twice !
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